Drained n Dried.

Peeps...i wun b updating frequently oreadi now..a lot of things are happening and i dunno how much more can i take..

It has been a smooth-rough-cool-tough kinda journey..i kept tellin masef tings gon b alright..for wic i rili hope sooooo...

Ive been smiling..laughing..juz to cast aside dis tings..putting up a brave front cuz i dowan to be consoled..bt for d fact dat im actually crying and wailing deep inside..

I cant go on much..i dwn to share my burden wid oders..juz hope dat God loves me more by giving me dis challenges..and to give me d strength dat equals to d obstacles HE gave. So i can carry d load til its over.. Insya'Allah..amin.


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Preparations!!!

oh man babes!! i noe its been awhile since i last blog.. been darn busy wid life.. or sud i say.. ive ditched my lappie eva since i have my iphone.. heee.. sori dearest vaio.. i do stil need u... :)

ok.. days are getting nearer.. im left like 3 more months (plus minus)..only now i feel d "kanchiong-ness!".. cuz me n fiance have laid back all dis while.. didnt see the hurry widda preps and all.. but wen reality HITS! We are kinda race against time now..

we have not bought a single thing for the barang dulang only since last sat.. i did not even ask fiance wen we sud buy knowing that we have more important stuffs to settle.. but den.. dis lovable baby of mine..he pop up the questions to me last thurs.. "b.. shall we start buying your stuffs dis sat on my off day?" woooohoooo!! sape tak happy dengar mcm tu?? after saving tons of money, ITS TIME!!! and sooo.. off to TOWN on dat sat..

We went to ION..cuz i told baby dat i will be buying his stuffs too.. we combed the whole ION!! couldnt find anything suitable and to baby's liking.. cuz he wants everything in only ONE brand.. dats y its kinda hard to find all that and to wad he wants.. so we head to topman first to get his black long sleeve shirt and pants for the studio shoot.. gosh! talking abt dat, d shoot is NEXT WEEK!! *gulp*

den, we went to get my shoes.. "im loving it... tadadadada!" baby juz went ahead wid wadeva i want and like.. no complains no nothing.. how sweet.. :O) while looking for my stuffs, at the same time, we still stop and stare at whatever boutiques that baby wanna go in to find his tings.. and next, we went to get my watch.. a good deal.. but baby was like asking me nicely.. "tak murah sgt ke jam awak?" lah.. y muz i care abt d price kan? as long as i love it.. and i noe im gonna wear it.. dats all matters la sayang.. i keep telling him dat.. cuz he said.. he wants the best for me.. knowing that im very soft in this kinda tings.. dun like to waste money unnecessarily and stuffs, thats y he wants to give the best on top of the best this time round.. juz for me.. but beloved riduan.. i totally appreciate it.. but all dis is stil not dat important to me.. wad i want is.. for our majlis to be sempurna and the aftermath.. i dowan to spend so much and ended up having to save much much more den how we saved before marriage. :)

and yeah.. after getting those 2 tings, he asked me to get my make up set next.. but told him, dat one later2 part can.. so we head to look at the bag dat i want.. its selling here in singapore! yeah! but we have asked walid's sis for help since she's in US.. only if she couldnt get it there, den we will proceed to get the bag here.

Dats all for that saturday...

BUT!! it was continued on that following monday.. heee.. dis time round.. its baby's turn to shop! weeeee!! he fetched me from home.. we took public after damn soooo long.. but dat was wad we did too on dat sat.. more convenient la.. dun waste money on petrol and parking..
we decided to head to vivo dis time round.. and and and.. guess wad?! at last fiance settled on the brand of his gifts!!!! HAPPINESS!!! dengan tidak membuang masa.. kita shopping la mcm org kaya!! while he was in the changing room, i keep searching for the top and pants and keep passing it to him to try it on.. even d salesperson der keep smiling at us.. cuz kita da mcm skool kids!! tak nampak working adults at all! sheeesh!
and i tel u.. i AM SOOOO HAPPY dat i could get his stuffs.. ALMOST everytin! but sadly, the belt and watch we have to get it at another outlet as they dun have it there at vivo.. but no worries.. hopefully we can get it dis friday..CONTINUE shopping agen!!!!

nikmat nya la hidup ber shopping ni.. haha!

Beb's wedd day!

First foremost, selamat pengantin baru to my babe,Aisyah wid mr fiance's good fren,Karim.

D couple had engaged us as d maid of honor n best man for dat meaningful day.. N our tasks begin on dat sunday morning.

We n a small part of d merciless went for d solemnisation day.Aisyah was so gorgeous in her white nikah outfit!! D ceremony starts at 5pm. Dgn sekali nafas,walaupun tergugup skejap,haha..dey are now pronounce as man n wife..

Bof me n fiance were already at d bride's n groom's house respectively on dat sunday morn.as requested by d couple,d bridesmaid n best men are to wear white.n so we did..

It was awesome! We looked great! But of cos d newly wedd looked awesomely perfect!!

N merciless was requested to wear black..sume satu hati! Dey looked so brotherly love!! :)

Me n fiance stayed til ard 8+.. Until all has ended..pengantin da salin baju..den we moved off by me hugging n kissing my babe..*tears*.. I am soooo hapi 4 bof of dem!

May bof of u last til eternity and be hapi n romantic oways! Have a junior aiskariya soon!! <3

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Current updates!

how are u ppl?? good good?
im doin juz fine!! except for sumtin dat is givin me a big headache for now... :) but im sure i can work dis out!!

ok ok.. latest updates.. nothing much la actually.. juz fil like bloggin now..

hmmm.. last weekends was great! after 1 wk plus of not goin to true fitness, i planned to go to the normal $2.50 gym on sat..
and i asked kak di n ikin(fiance's cuzzie) along.. and meet up was at kak di's place...
we walked all d way to woodlands stadium.. da mcm skul excursion! haha! cuz we were already
wearing the proper attire from home! kecoh pe! d ladies were luffing at me cuz dey said i looked
like a PRIMARY skul kid!!! suka suka?! haha! cute kan tu!

we were lost wen we reached the gym.. all are thorns except for us the roses! luckily, this one "abang" who is the
instructor der.. he guide us throughout! "abang" cuz actuali we sud kal him cik la hor.. but pasal dia tolong nya
pasal, we "ampu" la skit.. but his bod is like dos body builder nya org la! haha! n he's good ok!
attention was to the 3 of us! kekek pe bila buat stretching! terbaring2.. tertonggeng2..

and d best ting.. kita angkat WEIGHT!!! wth?! wen it comes to kak di's turn, her weight is oways heavier den us!
haha! but overall, it was fun and good experience.. tho i oways went to my normal gym routine, but this one
was good cuz ders sumone who was guiding us.. n we make it a schedule dat we will be doin dis every sat!!
but except dis sat la.. ive got ONE big responsibility task to do til sunday.. :)

me n ikin slept over at kak di's place.. ard 1am in d middle of d nite, sume kelaparan!! n i decided to cook
maggi for dem.. wid addition of sunnyside up, hotdogs and crabmeats.. yummylicious! tak cukup tu!
but all was like, "eh eh!! kan tadi baru gym!" haha!!
den baby went off to rewang at hakim's place... me n ikin watched dvd smp dvd tu rosak!
den we went to bed lor...

kak di cooked for us mee soto on dat sunday.. da bkn bfast da.. trus lunch! den i go iron my baju kurung n baby's
clothes.. den siap2.. off we go!
as usual.. camwhoring!!!! heeee... later dat day, after d jemputan, d guys went to play soccer.. baby asked me to
tag along.. so i asked yani to tag along oso..
and dat made us the POM POM gals! haha!! eh but it was fun.. plus d nice windy weather.. da mcm picnic tepi laut!
biar the tunang2 main bola, me n yani cnue our camwhoring...

aft soccer, we had our ice kacang session.. mine was chocolate ice kacang!! biar sume terkejut! sedap sangat!
muahahah! and soon after, all ended der... sume da kepenatan n kelekitan..

N it was a nice nice evening dat day.. :)


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5 months!

Time flies people!! 5 more months to go!! Goodness!!

It makes me feel so much nearer n faster wen ders alot of upcoming wedding events!! ma uncle's wedd was last sun,dis sun wil b hakim's wedd(fiAnce's homie)..den followed by my babe,aisyah's wedd on the followin week!
Wen december comes,ma fren's wedd,den ma paternal cuzzie..no news for jan 2010..in feb,ma sec skul gf n ma maternal cuzzie..den den den!! Ma turn!!! Walau wei! Scarily excited k!

Studio shoot wil b in dec..n dat'll be our shopping spree time oso! I cant wait for dat man!! After saving tons of money,its time to celebrate!! Muahaha!

For nw,me n mr fiance is deciding on wic kadi..soon..by dis wk,its ROMM registration!! See!! Time flies rite!! Im gettin all goosebump oreadi!

Hopefully ertin wil turn out fine..insya'Allah..

..Nur Kasih..

ok.. my current obsession now!!! drama serials... NUR KASIH!

OMG!! im soooo loving it la! yes, im sooo in love wid syurga cinta since its first aired.. but now, nur kasih beat it!! its all about agama, love, pride and ertin! u name it! and thumbs up to d actors and actresses!! dey brought the character to live! u can really feel it babe! seriously feel wad the whole thing is about!

someone who was sooo into dunia.. all wild... things became haywire for him.. and only wen he was imprisoned, dats wer he insaf and changed.. not to be a better person.. BUT! totali a good man and a husband... my! im in love wid adam (the guy who changed).. in love wid his character.. and also aidil.. (adam's brother).. the men whom every women wants..

no words can describe this whole drama serials.. u gotto watch it babe.. n u get wad i mean... im all tears wen i watched all the episodes.. to be a better person, dats wad ive always wanted in life.. to be a good n loyal wife.. a sensible daughter..a loving sister.. u will learn all dis wen u watched this drama..


n if only... i could be like NUR AMINAH.. and mr fiance.. to be like AIDIL n the aftermath ADAM.. :)


Insya'Allah.. may God bless us and give us the strength to go thru the upcoming challenges that he have set for us... amin.. :)

Balik Kampong!!

"balik kampong...oh oh oh balik kamponnnnngggg!!!"
*still singing this song tho raya ends today!*
heeee.. last fri midnite, me n mr fiance's family went back kampong.. his kampong at batu pahat... i was soooo excited!! maklum lah, takde kampong.. nasib baik jumpa mohammad riduan.. n now i have it.. :)

some ppl have different perspective.. following the modern days now, dey will go like.."wad?! kampong?! urgh!" haiz.. nak aje aku lempang muka2 org gini.. mengada ngada! kampong la is d next best place to be at besides ur home sweet home.. once in a while, wen u need to get away from the busy n crowded town, just to get a peaceful mind and different atmosphere, dats wer u will tink of kampong.. and im thankful, i have it now.. togeder wid ma new family.. all are superly nice to me.. life couldnt be much better den dis! syukur alhamdulillah... amin...

dat fri was my 3rd time to kampong.. we had our shopping spree!! our own bbq rite in front of aunty's home.. den our playing wid MERCUN!!! wah! super fun i tel u! wer d hell can u play mercun in singapore?! goodness! i had a hella fun down der! one day is neva enuf! but i had no choice, cuz baby worked on d sunday.. so we went back on sat midnite, which is actuali sunday morning.. we went off ard 4am n reached baby's place at 630am.. n im already missing kampong now..

may aunty and uncle be in good health always... insya'Allah, we will mit up soon in Jan when adik gets hitched! :)

p/s: thank u mr fiance for giving me this family.. =D